14得娘親之愛

    ???此???後???母???子???二???人???越???發???親???密???，???時???常???歡???好???，???葉???寒???偶???鬧???彆???扭???，???也???很???快???自???行???釋???懷???，???婦???人???漸???漸???接???受???了???彼???此???這???畸???形???的???關???係???，???只???還???是???羞???愧???無???顏???，???身???子???卻???被???搓???磨???得???更???加???配???合???。

    ???葉???寒???見???她???時???而???像???個???母???親???慈???愛???呵???護???，???時???而???像???個???妻???子???柔???順???承???歡???，???漸???漸???發???自???內???心???憐???愛???敬???重???，???在???婦???人???面???前???總???是???溫???柔???體???貼???，???沉???穩???內???斂???。

    ???只???有???他???自???己???知???道???，???心???底???深???處???的???陰???暗???邪???惡???。

    ???當???初???婦???人???棄???他???，???他???不???但???恨???極???婦???人???，???也???恨???上???善???待???他???的???葉???家???二???老???，???只???因???若???不???是???葉???老???爺???葉???夫???人???自???私???想???要???有???個???兒???子???，???又???怎???會???收???養???他???，???讓???他???與???娘???親???骨???rou???分???離???。

    ???是???以???他???懂???事???之???後???，???打???聽???到???婦???人???行???蹤???，???知???曉???那???賭???鬼???小???廝???的???自???食???惡???果???，???便???決???心???要???依???樣???畫???葫???蘆???地???報???復???，???他???尋???人???誘???葉???二???爺???進???賭???坊???，???讓???其???同???樣???染???上???賭???癮???，???最???後???傾???家???蕩???產???，???氣???死???了???葉???家???二???老???。

    ???「???這???些???年???我???竭???盡???孝???心???，???也???算???還???了???你???們???的???恩???情???，???可???你???們???遲???遲???不???死???，???娘???親???又???怎???會???回???我???身???邊???。???」

    ???爾???後???他???回???到???婦???人???身???畔???，???想???著???要???竭???盡???所???能???掏???空???她???一???切???，???吃???她???穿???她???住???她???用???她???睡???她???仍???覺???不???足???，???心???底???被???那???十???七???載???的???離???棄???困???住???，???只???覺???這???娘???親???看???重???男???女???之???情???遠???勝???母???子???之???情???，???便???用???盡???手???段???時???時???作???戲???，???柔???情???攻???勢???哀???兵???政???策???，???為???的???是???要???將???她???身???心???都???徹???底???佔???據???掌???控???。

    ???他???明???白???自???己???的???可???怕???，???這???一???面???終???生???不???會???讓???婦???人???知???曉???，???只???是???也???不???願???繼???續???醜???陋???下???去???，???想???成???為???在???婦???人???心???中???堂???堂???正???正???的???兒???子???，???放???心???依???靠???的???良???人???。

    ???葉???寒???不???知???何???時???才???能???將???自???己???的???陰???暗???面???化???去???，???也???不???知???是???否???哪???天???又???會???意???圖???拿???婦???人???出???氣???，???但???他???著???實???不???願???意???再???傷???害???這???世???上???唯???一???愛???他???的???親???人???，???只???能???悄???悄???努???力???地???改???變???性???情???，???修???補???心???底???傷???痕???，???盼???望???有???朝???一???日???能???脫???胎???換???骨???。

    ???好???在???婦???人???給???他???的???愛???源???源???不???絕???，???朝???夕???相???伴???，???他???才???能???抱???持???著???信???心???。

    ???春???去???春???又???來???，???枯???萎???的???草???木???重???新???生???長???，???誰???說???人???就???不???能???也???重???生???呢???？

    ???他???望???著???窗???外???新???抽???的???綠???芽???，???視???線???久???久???不???移???。

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